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    Just a couple of days ago, the sole winner of the $700 million lottery was just announced and with that lottery fever slowly died down. I might never see a sight such as an ordinary woman purchasing $200 worth of lottery tickets in a single day, or to see my father race around Chinatown to purchase a single lotto ticket from numerous stores for the fun of it. This will be an image that will probably stick with me till my untimely death, but hey I'm only like a teen! I got years to go... I hope... (That turned dark)

    If you're curious about why I am talking about a lottery that no one can win, then I'll inform you. It made me think about this particular comment I read on Youtube one day which prompted a debate about this particular human being who happened to well known in the social media business and quite wealthy. This particular human being which I'm not going to name didn't feel contempt with their life at one point and felt pressured by society to act a certain way.  I noticed half of the replies to the comment was things such as, "Yes, because there are so many things to be depressed about when you made millions of dollars on stupid little things."


    This led to me to become curious about a question that has no true answer.

                                               "Does being wealthy bring happiness?"


    H-E double hockey sticks yes it does! (I'm basically saying Hell the way my Catholic school made us say it.) I mean I could pay off my loan, my mortgage, my house! Scratch that, I could sell my house and move into the nice part of New York City where thousands of tourist crowds around and there isn't any horrible traffic.  Wait that doesn't exist... New York traffic is cruddy. Plain cruddy.

     If you haven't caught on, I'm joking. I can't actually buy a lottery ticket now, can I? That would be an "illegal" action. Well unless I hire a certain somebody to make me a fake ID which I am of course joking again.  These are what I'm assuming are the thoughts that pass through the lottery buying human beings participating in this craze.

    Out of all seriousness, the idea of having money is fascinating. The ideas seem to be endless when you have a cash flow for once. You could buy a nice fancy car, clothes or even friends that are real as a unicorn. There are always two sides to every story though.

    My global teacher once told my small class a life lesson on greed and how it changed a family. I'm not actually sure if this story is actually true or false, but I'll tell you it anyway. There was a family who was like a tightly knitted glove, and by a miracle, they won a lottery.  This became the tipping point for the family. The once tightly knitted family that everyone knew broke and crumbled into pieces. Eventually, they became broke and homeless and the saddest part of all is when everything else failed they didn't have each other.

    This basically shows how sometimes money isn't meant to be in the hands of a select few. It's probably why rich people remain rich people. It's not like they burn through their cash like some of us will. Money is like a flame. If you're not careful with it, the flame could manifest and become uncontrollably. It would consume everything in its path whether past relationship, friendship and your sanity. However, if you learn how to tame the flame, it could transform into a fire which can be a tool to your disposable and help you through life.

    I'm now going to assume that not most of the human population is tempted or gullible enough to be consumed by the greed and think about what factors could being rich bring out. Here one, fake people.

    We all had our share of fake people at one point in our life. It's something we can't control and sadly can't being out among the masses. If you were slightly richer than your peers, you might be surrounded by a few. People are attracted to wealth after all.


    Negativity assigned, wealth can be a pretty neat thing as long as you're not a fool and spend it all in the first get-go. If you're surrounded by the right set of people and mindset than that's fine.



    I hope this post happened to be randomly entertaining or didn't bore you death. This was my second attempt to write this post, so hopefully, everything made sense as I wrote this at 1 am and re-wrote this at 11.26 pm which is a bit late.... : I
















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    I don't even know if I should even be posting this to my blog. I don't even know how to explain my whole mind set or where I should begin. Should I even start with the picture books my eyes were glued on when I was on as a kid or just start with my inspiration for posting this. There's no point worrying. 

    To The Person That Made My Whole Family Paranoid: Hello :)

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    A dim classroom right across the principal office. The desk was lined in rows and I sat at the left mid back seat. Right next to me were the boys who felt like it was a smart idea to rip part of the textbook that we used to cheat right up. (Not Cheat, But She Let Us Look At The Text) My Spanish teacher announced to the class that we would be doing a project a family tree at the end of the class. She repeated this til heard to my annoyance.

    I wasn't turned off by the idea. A family tree seemed like child works. It wasn't a project that you give to an honors class that was going to high school. It was more of a work you give to a 1st grader. I'm not complaining though since I didn't mind writing out my sentences out in Spanish considering I could use Google Translate or have one of my friends help me. I never said I was talented in Spanish or that my Spanish Teacher was decent. We literally had to have my 2 classmates teach us Spanish because they were a better teacher. That's beside the point.

    My whole problem with the whole assignment was how can you expect me to construct a family tree when I'm ignorant to how many cousins I have or their names for that sake. 

    The only time I associated with my relatives was when I was raised by my grandma til age 3 and the small visits we have which last for 1-3 days.  They live nowhere close to me. At that time, the closest person was one of my relative who was stationed in Maryland which would be a long ride considering I live in New York. 

    When I was younger, my mom would often complain how no one lived near us. I can't lie and say there was never any bitterness when I saw my friends' family picking them up. Aunt and uncles going to their graduation. That was something I didn't have. But that was when I was younger, now I don't give much of a blue clue if they live here or not or attend my graduation.

    I understand modern technology would able me to call or text my family and find out all the information I need. Here the thing, calling strangers who are related to me by blood or marriage with one of uncle/aunt was just odd. Am I suppose to text them, “Hey, what your face I mean name.... I need you to answer all these personal information so I can do a project.” I get what I could just word it differently, but still, you get the point.

    I could ask my parents all my question that I needed to complete the assignment, but they were busy making an income to support my family, didn't know the answer or ignore the truth.  

    Instead, I lied for all the information. I used my basic knowledge of that person from the short conversation I probably had with them years back or stalked their Facebook to find dates like birthday or pictures to glue.

    My whole problem was not about me being all sad and mopey that no ones live near me. No that's my mom. My problem is the web of lies that surrounds my family. It would be that whenever I learn something about my family, the next thing I know it was just lies or only part of the truth.

    I never really had any family value that most of my friends have. In my thoughts, my family is my mom, dad, brother, and dog. It's short and simple and no complication. This is my family value and I'm fine with it. No lie. But when my mom goes in the conversation saying, "You don't know how lucky you are to have a dad." or "I wish you lived near your grandma or near your aunt." 

    How do you expect me to value family when I am told lies or even go against what you told me.

    I used to think that I was fully Vietnamese, so when my old classmate in Catholic School ask me. “Are you Chinese?” I always respond confidently, “No,” Fast forward 5 years later, I was told the truth. ONE PART OF IT. Mom was Irish and Chinese. Then Fast forward 1 year later, I was told that my dad isn't fully Vietnamese either. He has had a tiny percentage of Chinese. Now, I no longer say confidently that I am Vietnamese. Instead, I simply say I'm part Chinese, Vietnamese and Irish.  I can't actually say I'm from Vietnamese. Can I?  *the pettiness*

    Here's another incident,  I was told grandpa died while fighting for the Vietnam War. Nope, that was a lie... I think I should be joyful that he didn't die right? No... instead, I have a mother who's depressed about not given a chance of knowing her father and is still searching out for a man who vanished. (I do wish that she find a clue on who he was as a person, but all we got is a picture and a rendering DNA kit.) The whole reason for this lie was because of an event that occurred in the past which I have no knowledge of which made my grandpa and grandma split apart...


    This is one of many occurrences of my family that I don't know and is on the smaller side of the scandalous meter. I obviously can not actually reveal all of it for personal feeling. All I could say is that in modern day society some would be cursed upon and have shades of side eye. That's something I can't change after all family is family. No matter the scandals that are in your family, by the end of the day you're related by blood.


    This is a rant. I am aware. I'm sick and tired of this. Being blandly lied to.I shouldn't have to put on a detective hat and find out all the how what where why question. I'm simply 1*. I'm one person with one brain. I'm human. There are so many shocks I can take... : I




    * Sorry about the cruddy grammar  I typed this out at 1 am than passed out after posting it. I'll go over the grammar when I'm fully energized*







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    Hey! How is everyone? I'll be reviewing the  Etude House OH! M' Eye Lash Volume Mascara! I never thought I would actually put out a makeup review, so hopefully everything makes sense.

    Before I start the post, make sure to subscribe to the blog to stay updated with all my contents. Also follow my Instagram Thefallenwaddles! I've been feeling depressed these day, wondering if I should still post content to the blog or perhaps even slow down on the content. Cause I do post 2-3 times a week. It depends on my mood. School is approaching, so I might just time my post to help out with time managing.... Anyways, let's just get on with the makeup review.




    This mascara doesn't come in a box but has a seal to protect it. The packaging is quite simple and dulled down for Etude House which isn't a bad thing. If you look through their list of products, the packaging is super adorable. Like they have a lip balm that looks a bunny. The font is script and is a pretty somewhat muted pink color which goes well with the black background. I want a shirt in that pink... I'm low-key serious... In the mascara, it says that the shelf life of this is 6 months which is pretty standard for any mascara. If you actually do throw away your mascara, you will be pleased to know that it is quite inexpensive.I bought this for about $6 US.

    The mascara wand is nothing that we haven't seen before. It's pretty average. The only thing I will have to say is that it curves slightly in the center of the wand.

    The color of the mascara is black. Where I bought it, there was no color option just effect options like if you wanted volume or length etc... When I applied it, it did give me a bit of  volume in my lashes. It wasn't a dramatic change to my lashes. The mascara is more of a natural mascara rather than those dramatic ones. The mascara did slightly clump upon application. If you don't mind clumping than you will like this.


    This mascara doesn't run. On one particular day, I was wearing this while going to China Town, my eyes were teary. I cried for a bit cause I had spicy fingers and it touched my eyes... It didn't run! Thank the Lord for that. I didn't want to be one of those horror clowns? I will have to say it is hard to remove, but my makeup isn't the best.... The best way to remove it was with warm water.

    It didn't flake off through the days. I know  some drugstore mascara or even high end mascara that is flakes throughout the day which can be annoying cause you got to constantly check.



    I will give this a 4/5 Star. It's affordable and will last all day. It doesn't flake off and most importantly doesn't run. Yes, this mascara is kinda difficult to take off,  but just head in the shower, wash your face. You should be fine.  Also, I was kinda hoping for more a effect which didn't really happened.

    Also, sorry for the bad eye picture. The phone I was using, does not focus. The screen protector was placed wrong which is why I guess? I can't replace it yet cause I didn't buy one and the screen protector is broken so... :I 
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    Sleep. There are probably thousands of thing we would rather do than drift off to sleep. Instead of being productive for 24 hours, we are stuck in the cycle of sleep. Trapped inside our own dreams we weave of our perception of life rather than binge watching Goblin. What's the point of sleeping when there's coffee.

    Sleep is actually important for us. It's not only a natural way to start the day fresh and energized rather than chugging caffeine loaded with cups of sugar; it can be a game changer when we are talking about our skin which is why we have the expression beauty sleep.

    When you get your beauty sleep, you will be less likely to have wrinkles aka have fewer wrinkle. When we sleep, our skin produces new collagen which allows our skin to become plumper and prevents wrinkle. The more sleep you get, the less wrinkle you'll secum to. If you don't have enough beauty sleep, your skin will be left drier exposing the lines.

    As we sleep, blood flows through our body including our skin. Sleeping allows the blood flow to make it's way to our skin giving us a healthy glow rather than looking like a ghost or dull. If you notice yourself having dull skin try getting more sleep

    The most visible sign of lack of sleep are dark circles and bags under your eyes.  When you have enough sleep your dark circle will be less visible and your puffiness will decrease. You might be able to get away without wearing concealer. Just make sure to keep hydrated to help reduce swelling. Also, before you sleep keep out of contact with any electronic devices cause tey might irritate your eyes.

    As you drift away to dream land, your skin is working it's job which is repairing itself. It is able to focus repairing since it's not distracted by the daytime factor like sun and harmful bacteria that you come in contact with through out the day.



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    Hello! I decided to do another school related post cause I'm here freaking out about taking an exam in a few days even though technically school starts next month. Oh, I'm going to be salty in this post... I think that is the term, but I probably will be extremely sarcastic.

    Walking into freshman year I was petrified. I was honestly expecting the worst. Fights, drugs, a whole lot of indecency that can be called "youth"! No one really told me what to expect. The only advice my brother who was a senior was I think not to get into fights or something. I forgot...

    I'll give you a list of tips based on my high school experience. I really do hope this helps.


    Do Not Focus On Losing Your First Time 

    I really wish I didn't have to type this out, but I think it needed to be said. I have met a fellow freshman who had a goal of losing their first time either by the end of freshman year or end of high school. At least pass biology or health first.... There was a girl in my school who wanted desperately lose her first time. She asked an older guy in our school to make out. He rejected the offer but got swoon in. Long story short, her nudes were spread around and the guy was either expelled or in jail.  Also, does it matter if I say they didn't actually use protection...Just saying.

    Surround yourselves with good nature people. 
    They can give you the most honest and helpful advice you can get. The girl that I mention had pretty nice friends. They told her it was a bad idea and tried to stop her. Words only get you so far though. She did it anyways and since that incident they have't been on each other good side. One of her friends even asked the guy not to spread it and delete it. In the end, their friendship got broken. I might be a bit bias considering I am friends with the ones who gave her the advice, but I really know that they cared for her to actually try to help her. They didn't fake it trying to help her if you might think that, since I bare witness to their long discuss which really should have been done in private...

    Don't send your nudes. 
    Please don't. It's a bad idea. Your nudes will either be spread around to the whole schools and you now have rumors about you spreading. Or your ex might have your nudes hanging about in his photos which is quite dangerous.

    Friendship Aren't Forever 
    When you start high school, you will probably have over a billion friends. Let me tell you this, by the end of your senior year you will probably only have 3 that you will still talk to. It's life and not every friendship last forever. Just live in the moment with your friends that my honest advice.


    Dating a senior isn't the best idea.
    If you made it work, great for you. No offense to senior, but they're usually either fooling around with you or in it for sex. Freshman after all the naivest of the bunch if I have to say.  I know someone who dated a senior and the boyfriend got called pedophile. In the end her heart was tragically broken...

    Be active in clubs
    I wouldn't say I did this at all, but I did join an academic contest if that counts. If your school does not tell you all the clubs that it features like mine did ask. Clubs is not only great for college, you do meet a lot of great people.

    Get close to teachers
    When you get close to teachers, things can go your way. If you're ditching one subject cause you don't feel well, head over to Mr.Glob class and claim to help out. It really does depend on what type of teacher this is cause it doesn't always work. In my case, I was able to change my schedule even further and get Ap Psychology which wasn't accessible for people in my age because I actually knew the person in charge of that.

    Take advantage of your free period
    I'm not sure if all high schools have these free period classes that students get. I think people basically call them study hall? If your high school happens to have those classes, don't waste time playing game on the computer. It not the best use of your time. If you know you have an exam coming up, or didn't do your homework you should focus on those first.

    Be yourself
    You really shouldn't change your personality for someone else. It doesn't matter if they happen to be your boyfriend or friend. There really shouldn't be any circumstance where you need to change the way you act. Just be yourself and original. The more you force yourself to go with the other person flow the more miserable you'll be.

    Upperclassman Won't Harm You 
    When I went to high school, the people who were consider seniors were my brother age. Honestly, I had people his age who were jokingly scared of me. That was an interesting thing to say. The upperclassman won't hurt you unless you annoy them. I see a lot of freshman who I  wasn't acquainted with go run around screaming for NO REASON AT ALL! It's annoying and someone might curse you out to stop.

    Some of these were way depressing to type out. Freshman year can either be a positive or negative experience depending on your attitude. Remain positive and try your best.   You got 4 years of high-school. They will go by in a breeze..


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    Hello! How is everyone this fine evening? I'm munching down on some Spicy Cheetos. For a while, I thought it would be interesting to do a couple blog post centering around food (YUM) and the benefits they have on our skin.  It's going to be called Skin Food 101 and if you couldn't tell the first food I'll be talking about is Aloe Vera!


    What is an Aloe Vera?
    Aloe Vera is a plant that grows in tropical climates around the world. You can usually find it as an ingredient in drinks or yogurts. I have an Aloe Vera plant and I probably will be killing it after this for the gel...There are several benefits that you get from Aloe Vera, but I'm just going to focus on the skin benefits...

     Essential for Summer
     If you weren't aware, Aloe Vera helps with sunburn! Sunburn occurs when you had too much exposure to the sunlight which could be prevented by wearing sunscreen. It makes your skin irritated, red and burn.
    Aloe Vera soothes and moisturize the sunburned skin allowing it to be less inflamed and helps it heal. Here a bonus, it's rich in antioxidants and minerals to help the skin heal faster which is great cause I'm assuming you don't want to be a red tomato for the rest of the week right?

    Moisturizes Te Desert Skin
    If you're suffering from dry skin, you'll like to learn that Aloe Vera moisturizes the skin. *I said this already, but besides the point.* It will soften your skin and won't clog your pore in the process. You gotta appreciate that. If you're someone who happens to shave on a daily basis and nick yourself a lot Aloe Vera gel can be an aftershave treatment to help the nick and razor burns heal. I will be sure to tell this to my older brother who really needs to shave off his goatee.....

    OOF I'm getting Old. Aloe Help Me
    Aging is something we dread. Yes, we all have to grow up at one point, there no denying that. But when you think that in about 10 years from now, you'll have wrinkles the appeal of growing up just dull down at least for me. I was happily surprised that aloe vera gel can help with aging. Aloe leaves contain a heck of a lot of antioxidants. This will include vitamin C and E and beta-carotene which will help your skin's firmness.

    Dang Pimples on Picture Day (TE STRUGGLE)
    If you're a fellow teen or just an adult who knows the struggle of acne than you're in luck. Aloe Vera gel can help with it! Aloe vera gel has anti-inflammatory properties helping you with redness and healing attributes helping acne heal with a lessened chance of scarring. The credit due for these amazing properties are the two hormones Aloe Vera naturally product which is Auxin and Gibberellins.

    I hope this was helpful and I'll be sure to do more in the future if this does well!

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